What up world? It's been a little while; excuse me for that. I just moved back to Massachusetts and have been getting settled in.Its' been eleven years almost since i last was a resident of Massachusetts. (Sigh of relief). It feels good to be back. The connection i've shared with the Greater Boston area, mainly Cambridge, hasn't changed much. It's weird, but at the same time familiar.
In other news, i am pleased to say that i've managed to secure myself a job. There's a good chance that i'll take on another job just because it works to my advantage. Well, that's it for now. I just wanted to let you all know that i'm doing fine, planting seeds, and making moves.
Peace x GodBless
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Big Girls Don't Cry
"Society And Public Opinion Can Beat The Wings Off Angels.When God Sees They Can't Take It Anymore He Brings Them Back Home." - K.West
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
"Friend"
What's the deal O'neal? I'm doing good on this beautiful Thursday evening. I think today is the first day in a week or so when the humidity hasn't been above 50 percent. Aside from the weather i want to get into the "concept" of friendship. For a little while now, 5 or 6 months,I've been thinking about the people around me and who among them i consider a friend. Friendship, to me, isn't based on ANYTHING except for a common bond between two people. If you can't accept the person for who he/she is then why be around them right?
Some of the people around me don't share the same views as me and that's lead to a few minor confrontations to say the least.
I read this book called THE PROPHET in May. In one of the passages the author states, "Let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit." That line hit me like a MACK TRUCK! I think i even shed a tear because of it lol. I think that line/passage was so compelling to me because it helped me settle the conflict i had within myself.
I was at odd with myself because i had these people around me that i basically didn't feel comfortable with; i didn't trust them. I was hearing stories about me that were inaccurate and they were coming from inside my "camp". That shit fucked me up! People who i wouldn't dare betray were throwing dirt on my name.
Two weeks ago i uncovered one of those weak-minded motherf***ers. I had my doubts about this dude, but i never took action. He said something, scratch that, he implied something and i called him out on it. Long story short, i made it clear that he and i weren't cool anymore. Whenever he comes in my direction he keeps his head down and walks further confirming my notion that he was one of the dudes in my "camp" throwing dirt on my name.
(Short Break)
I've come to this conclusion. If i cant accept you for who you are and i feel uncomfortable around you then I'm not fucking with you (excuse my french). I'm open to the opportunity of meeting people, but I've been around enough bullshit to smell it when i see it. I've taken the steps to eliminate those kinds of people and the energy they bring with them from around me. I got a bit more work to do in regards to my definition of friendship, but I'm moving forward. Isn't that all that we ask of ourselves?- I'm talking about progress and moving forward.
Some of the people around me don't share the same views as me and that's lead to a few minor confrontations to say the least.
I read this book called THE PROPHET in May. In one of the passages the author states, "Let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit." That line hit me like a MACK TRUCK! I think i even shed a tear because of it lol. I think that line/passage was so compelling to me because it helped me settle the conflict i had within myself.
I was at odd with myself because i had these people around me that i basically didn't feel comfortable with; i didn't trust them. I was hearing stories about me that were inaccurate and they were coming from inside my "camp". That shit fucked me up! People who i wouldn't dare betray were throwing dirt on my name.
Two weeks ago i uncovered one of those weak-minded motherf***ers. I had my doubts about this dude, but i never took action. He said something, scratch that, he implied something and i called him out on it. Long story short, i made it clear that he and i weren't cool anymore. Whenever he comes in my direction he keeps his head down and walks further confirming my notion that he was one of the dudes in my "camp" throwing dirt on my name.
(Short Break)
I've come to this conclusion. If i cant accept you for who you are and i feel uncomfortable around you then I'm not fucking with you (excuse my french). I'm open to the opportunity of meeting people, but I've been around enough bullshit to smell it when i see it. I've taken the steps to eliminate those kinds of people and the energy they bring with them from around me. I got a bit more work to do in regards to my definition of friendship, but I'm moving forward. Isn't that all that we ask of ourselves?- I'm talking about progress and moving forward.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Don't Call It A Comeback
What up world! Its been a while to say the least. Let me bring you guys up to speed as to what has been going on in my mind and around me.First off, I fell into a state of depression around the time that i stopped blogging. I'm happy to say that my thought process has regulated itself, and i feel good. Its not a "good" good either. I feel pure and i haven't felt like this in about 3 or 4 years. Aside from me going crazy my surroundings have changed. What that means is i've been homeless since April, and it's one of the best things to have happened to me in the past 11 months. I have a few things lined up, bu i'm not spilling the beans just yet.
That basically wraps it all up in a short little summary. Expect more posts in the near near future. Peace and Love.
Ooh yeah! I'm growing my hair! You should see this mini- fro and napppy beard thing i got going on. It makes me feel....natural :-)
That basically wraps it all up in a short little summary. Expect more posts in the near near future. Peace and Love.
Ooh yeah! I'm growing my hair! You should see this mini- fro and napppy beard thing i got going on. It makes me feel....natural :-)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Quote of the Day...Feb. 3rd
“The difference between school and life? In school, you’re taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you’re given a test that teaches you a lesson.”-Tom Bodett
Real Talk...
via Global 14
Real Talk...
via Global 14
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Quote of the Day...Jan. 20th
“Education is the passport to the future, for tomorrow belongs to those who prepare for it today” - Malcolm X
Real Talk...
Real Talk...
Monday, January 11, 2010
Matt Crofton
I could honestly turn this post into an essay paper but i'll keep it short.
Having just enjoyed a great weekend out in Cambridge I started to think about the responsibilities and realities that were eager to welcome me back in NJ. Reality was started to settle back in when i took a sharp left and headed to St. Elsewhere...Destination: Matt Crofton. Matt hails from San Diego and he's on a journey that probably every U.S. citizen that's displeased with their life wants to go on. (Minus the strapped for cash part maybe)
I met Matt on a greyhound bus headed for NYC. I didnt really know what to think of him when he sat down across from me. Actually, to be honest, i thought the guy was a lumberjack from Luzerne County, Pennsylvania with a tin of chewing tobacco in his back pocket, and drank moonshine. Luckily for me, and his teeth, he was the totally opposite.
He started by asking to borrow a phone charger and from their he opened up to me and my buddy what seemed to be a remix of the plot from Into The Wild. He started out by telling us that he had just left a reform/boot camp and he just had enough money to make it to NYC. Matt had continued to explain to us his life prior to this and it fascinated me. One week you're in sunny California and at the beginning of the next you're on a bus headed to the concrete jungle of New York City without a pot to piss in.
Most would be eager to call mom and pop and hop on a plan back home, but not Matt. He seen a window of opportunity and he didn't let it close on his fingers. He seen an opportunity to explore the county and he took it.
With two bags of clothes, an iPhone, and a newly acquired charger (you're welcome) Matt will head back home, but not without exploring the country first.
I encourage all of you that follow this blog to add Matt on facebook and follow the vblog's and status updates. Shit, maybe, with enough supporters he could get himself a television show or something.
Ooh yeah, thanks for the heads up on Mickey Avalon!
Having just enjoyed a great weekend out in Cambridge I started to think about the responsibilities and realities that were eager to welcome me back in NJ. Reality was started to settle back in when i took a sharp left and headed to St. Elsewhere...Destination: Matt Crofton. Matt hails from San Diego and he's on a journey that probably every U.S. citizen that's displeased with their life wants to go on. (Minus the strapped for cash part maybe)
I met Matt on a greyhound bus headed for NYC. I didnt really know what to think of him when he sat down across from me. Actually, to be honest, i thought the guy was a lumberjack from Luzerne County, Pennsylvania with a tin of chewing tobacco in his back pocket, and drank moonshine. Luckily for me, and his teeth, he was the totally opposite.
He started by asking to borrow a phone charger and from their he opened up to me and my buddy what seemed to be a remix of the plot from Into The Wild. He started out by telling us that he had just left a reform/boot camp and he just had enough money to make it to NYC. Matt had continued to explain to us his life prior to this and it fascinated me. One week you're in sunny California and at the beginning of the next you're on a bus headed to the concrete jungle of New York City without a pot to piss in.
Most would be eager to call mom and pop and hop on a plan back home, but not Matt. He seen a window of opportunity and he didn't let it close on his fingers. He seen an opportunity to explore the county and he took it.
With two bags of clothes, an iPhone, and a newly acquired charger (you're welcome) Matt will head back home, but not without exploring the country first.
I encourage all of you that follow this blog to add Matt on facebook and follow the vblog's and status updates. Shit, maybe, with enough supporters he could get himself a television show or something.
Ooh yeah, thanks for the heads up on Mickey Avalon!
Weekend
Alright. So this weekend i went up to Cambridge, MA to visit some family and friends and ended up seeing a whole different side of a city i thought i knew like the back of my hand. I had originally planned to document the trip through a camcorder but i left the charger in NJ :-(. So instead of recording vlog's i took pic's on my BB. The majority of the pictures taken were at this art gallery across the street from my last known address in Cambridge. The gallery was called Meme Gallery and i advise anyone interested in art to take a trip there. The artists that the gallery owners/organizers bring in are OFF THE DOCKS. The concepts were unique and the people there were happy, if not eager, to share with us. The artist that Juan and I had the pleasure of meeting was FlexiB and you should check out his blog for projects he has done in the past. FlexiB is from Canada and he came down for the week to share his work, and orange beanie.
Overall it was a great trip and experience. I've always loved my hometown, but now i have a greater sense of appreciation for the place. Luckily i was able to share that with a friend of mine who has never been.
Overall it was a great trip and experience. I've always loved my hometown, but now i have a greater sense of appreciation for the place. Luckily i was able to share that with a friend of mine who has never been.
Friday, January 8, 2010
Quote of the Day...Jan. 8th
"Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more and all good things will be yours” - Swedish Proverb
Real Talk...
Real Talk...
Break The Silence...
Ooh man, its been a while since i've posted anything on here. For the few that follow i want to apologize for my hiatus. I've been working like everyday and all i really had time for was sleep. Im heading up to Massachusetts again and im bringing my boy Juan along for the trip. Aside from him i'll have the camcorder rolling so i'll put some footage up after i edit it and what not. Stay posted.
- Blak Staycee
- Blak Staycee
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